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So im a Struggling Christian. I say that i want Gods way in my life yet im Just sooo struggling with everything! Im still a a Virgin, but i have done things... I have looked at Porn and Masterbated and thought impure things. I just dont know what to do anymore. I really wanna be the person im supposed to be. I Seriously dislike myself and have contemplated suscide numerous times! :( Im crying out for Something,Someone to Hold me and tell me that its ok........
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dogpaw;
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2/10/2010 |
I struggled the same way for years and have been also mixed up and depressed at times. But we can never be perfect and Christianity is about grace and forgiveness. God loves us as much as a parent loves a child who is not perfect. And sexual feelings are normal, God created them.
I hope this helps.
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india;
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2/19/2010 |
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You are normal. your heavenly father knows and loves you for who you are. Sex is something we all struggle with. wanting to be perfect is something we all strive for. Trust in God and know that no matter what you do he understands you and knows your heart's intentions. peace be with you.
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faithlivelove;
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2/23/2010 |
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We share this secret. However I want to be a pastor. It is very hard, and not a day goes by where I am not surrounded by it. I used to be in a close relationship with God, but once this started to control my life, my worship life got worse and almost non-existent. God hears your cries. He knows your heart, and he wants to help you. We CaN overcome this! Be in the word, surrounded yourself with people who will encourage you and lift you up. It can be done. dogpaw is right, God loves you and we are not perfect. But know that he can help you. It can be done. God will take away your pain and hurt, and he will take away the desire of those things. If you are not already inWe can do this!reading the bible daily, then I would really suggest that. I just want you to know that I a praying for you, and that I really care about you. Galations 6:9. You can do this. We love you.
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