I was addicted to pornography years ago and quit when I married.We put up boundaries to my exposure of the crap then I got a smart phone, or should I call it a stupid phone. I can access whatever on the web and I havent told my wife. She doesnt know much about my phone as she isnt tech savvy at all. I am fallng back in2 the crap. I cant tell her bcuz she has such a low self esteem.I need prayer for help but I am afraid to tell fellow church members. I hide a secret from my wife and friends & I am so ashamed.I know it is not okay as I vowed to love my wife but the beauties I see online r so amazing and gorgeous I find myself drawn away from loving my wife bcuz I have satisfied my dsire with photos of others who r so shapely and beautful. I usually end up pleasing myself via the pictures. I am in sin and I need forgiveness and I need to stop. Self control or get rid of the -stupidphone-. I have been doing this for about 4 months now.I cant tell my wife, 2 devestatng.I just want to stop