I can't stop obssesing over how fat or skinny I am or even how I look. How do you stop yourself from self loathing?

i've had an affair with a married woman(2 kids, 1m 1f) for 3 years. eventhough she's legally married but she has been separated from her husband during the course of our relationship. After 3 years i had a job offer abroad and she started to distance herself away from me (not answering calls, sms) till the day i left i had assumed that was the end of the relationship. after 4 months abroad i was told by her sister that she's pregnant. I still have my suspicion that its not my child she's bearing because of how badly she ended our relationship. now i keep on dreaming about her, should i try to reach her again? I'm confused and i know i have sinned many times over when i was with her but i would like to make things right but what if shes playing games on me?

I have nightmares. About the guy who was like an older brother to me. He decided he'd like to rape me, and he almost did, but I got away. I'm only 16. He was 22. I don't sleep, and my parents are looking for answers. But they're not getting any. In my dreams, we're in a friend's apartment. He has his hands entangled in my hair. He's kissing me on my cheeks and my neck. But I keep him away from my lips. I reach up to stop him but he just grabs my wrist and presses it to his crotch. Then suddenly we're on the couch. He's clutching me tightly. I can feel him through his jeans. I can feel him, and I know what he wants. I try to scream but I can't. Even worse, I'm responding to his touch. -no- I whisper. He looks at me for a moment, his face softening, his eyes confused. Then he grips me even tighter and slides his tongue into my mouth. It sickens me. And I don't know what to do.

I hate my dad. He cheated on my mom. I'm 15 by the way.
I just want someone to talk to, anyone.

Many years ago as a young teen I used to have sexual encounters with my step cousin and his friend , during the summer our parents would send all the kids to my grandparents farm during the summer to be together and help on the farm. I was 14 and 15 the 2 summers this happened. My cousin was 17, and the neighbor friend that lived on the next neighboring farm was over all the time and was 16. At first not knowing much of anything about -things- they would coax me into touchy feely things out at their tree fort in the woods behind the farm. My grandparents were very old fashioned and religious , my grandmother would first give us the worst whoopin you could imagine and them send us home to our parents with everyone knowing why. And this is what my cousin used on me as leverage, that if I didn't go along with their -fun- he would tell on us. The 1st summer consisted of bj's & oral, the next summer (ashamed) sex, and lots of it, I felt like a whore, 3 months of non stop agony !!

I'm 16. My boyfriend is super clingy after only two months. I am in the process of kicking my depression in the ass. I have been awful at taking my birthcontrol pills, but won't admitt it to anyone, not my mom, not my boyfriend.. I think I'm pregnant. I am so behind on school, I'm afraid I won't ever be on track to graduate. Oh! And I've already cheated on my boyfriend twice! I feel like a monster. I've ruined my life already. It's hardly started and I've already lost the game! It's so hard to wake up every morning and face what I've become. I've let everyone down, even this unborn child inside me.

so me and my ex have been off and on for 2 years . i love the guy but he dont love me somtimes he does nad some times he dont we are apart right now and i have a new bf who treats me right and everything i like him but i dotn love him i dunno if i should just give up on my bf and try harder for my ex. My friends say he is just playing me and somtimes i think that 2 but we still have this little spark that we used to have and i dont want to say goodbye allt hte way ( we still flrt) i think he only lusted me. but i still love him . and being without him makes me wanna cry

I admit that I am having trouble with a drug addiction. I am a 57 yr old college student. I am a CHRISTIAN and I pray to God for Deliverance. I know that he hears my cry and will Deliver me soon. I refuse to let satan destroy my hopes and dreams. Please pray for the Psychology student.