I'm sure this is not the worst thing posted on here, but I feel terrible about myself. My bf gave me his FB password so that I could do him a favor, and I figured out that he uses the same password for his email. I have tried unsuccessfully to NOT check his messages, but I can only hold out a few days before I check again. I want to tell him, even ask him to change his passwords, but I know that if I do he will lose his trust in me. All this started when he lied to me about something (lie by omission, not cheating on me or anything like that). It hurt my trust in him, and so I used that as justification to read his mail, I guess. I love him and don't want him to lose trust in me because of this. I am going to do my best to break myself of this and to rebuild the trust between us. I am hoping that by posting this confession, it will help me to do the right thing. I will continue to pray to God that he will help be to be a better person. God Bless everyone!

I know your touch is wrong, but your touch is all I want since that night. Our connection is deep, but when we crossed that boundary, the connection is so much deeper. You understand me... but the guilt is horrible, since you're married.

I haven't been in a serious relaationship... And. I think that that's all I want/need. I really want to run into a guys arms and have him kiss me all the time ans hold my hand and just have someone to be with! And. I think that since. I want that so badly I'm makig myself 'like' guys that I don't actually have these feelings for... But the thing is that THEY want ME.. And I learned that when a guy is into me.. Idk.. I just feel like I should be into them. I dont mean to be vein but I think I'm pretty... I'm just not a.. 'Easy girl' and THAT'S why guys don't go after me. I just wanna be with someone...

So my bestfriend has a new boyfriend whom I cannot stand! & I honestly don't know if deep down I'm jelous or not... Like seriously I feel like she has changed! She is in rotc & the drill team and now she's always talking about drill and all those people and how much fun they have ( her bf is on it too). She want like this before! I. Always wanted to hang out and do stuff and she would make excuses not to & now she's staying after for no reason justto chill with the drill people. I mean, its kind of pissing me off, excuse me for feeling like I'm being pushed to the side by my bestfriend. I feel like when she is around him she acts so ditsy and just not her. I don't know how to explain it but I'm just not liking it one bit.

My boyfriend's ex girlfriend has taken up anorexia in an attempt to -look good- to get him back. I am encouraging her self destruction, because I'm tired of trying to help her, and she wont stop stalking me.

For 36 years, I have lusted over the woman who was my freshman English teacher in high school. -Barbie- was a plus-sized woman who had the biggest breasts I've ever seen in my life. Every single day, she wore clothing so tight, you could see her panty line right down to the -V- of her crotch. And her huge breasts jiggled back and forth whenever she did something as simple as walking across her classroom. For the year that I had her class, and the two years afterward (I had to move away at the end of my junior year), I used any excuse I could to sidle up to Barbie and make idle conversation with her, just so that I could be inches away from the body of my dreams. That I resisted every urge to kiss and fondle this woman's outrageous physique, I chalk up solely to divine intervention. 36 years later, I still fantasize about this beautiful woman and wish that I could make love to her.

I am falling for the technology guy at my college, but I'm living with the guy I have been dating for two years--who I can't stand. I want to tell the guy I've been dating he doesn't deserve me--and honestly, I don't deserve him.

i want to have sex so bad. but i have been trying to stay on the right side and do the church thing. but,there's a dark side of me that wants to feel the touch of a man.feel his strength,his hard to my soft.What do i do? how can i get past this feeling bcuz its getting to be overwhelming.And i dont do self-pleasure!it does nothing for me. I can't stand to watch porn,it does nothing but piss me off. Can somebody help and give some advice.I mean,i wana do right by staying in church. but when i go,i see this guy that is too sexxxy!and i catch myself zoning out and staring at him.o man!!im going to hell for sure.....