I had sex with my roommates best friend on his bed. I dont feel bad at all.

It's been 4 years since you left me and didn't look back, so I was shocked to run into you; I tried to play it cool, friendly, casual. That facade didn't fool any of my friends, so I can't imagine it fooled you. Sleeping with you on top of all that...I'm party to my own downfall. I've prayed for you to come back from the moment you went away. You knew that you left me strewn in pieces because it was there for you to view firsthand; if you don't have any feelings left for me, then this weekend was a cruel joke. I thought I'd finally picked up all the pieces, but they were only held loosely together with tape. My heart is breaking all over again- this time it doesn't feel so fresh, it's a dull, persistent ache as the pieces fall away. It's the kind of pain that literally takes my breath away. I'm sorry I still love you.

I have been struggling with a problem over the pass few months, I know it is wrong in Gods eyes and my own, and I feel down right ashamed of myself. I have been struggling with a sexual addiction, masturbation, pornography, cheating, the whole nine yards. The problem is not at home, I love my wife very much and we have a great sex life, but when i am away on bussiness is when it happens. I am trying to get a hold of this, i am asking for any prayers from anyone. I truly deep down in my heart want to stop this and be the husband and person i know i am, but i have tried to stop, i have asked god, knowing i would do it agian, i have made deals with him everything, i am just glad he is a forgiving and loving god. I am truly asking for forgivness today, and ask for anyone who cares enough to please pray for me. This is not the person who i am, and i truly want to do the right thing by god and my wife. Please pray for me. Thanks for reading.

I moved in with some guy friends when my grandmother was sick(she died soon after). This, obviously, caused problems with my bf at the time. One -friend- raped & tortured me. He threatened to kill my bf if I didn't do what he wanted & hide it. When I confided in 2 friends(a couple)they wouldn't listen to me & told my love(we had split up)I was fkn the other guy. My love came to confront me. Rapist hid & pointed a gun at him & demanded I make him leave, so I lied to my ex & hurt him. I was tortured into horrible stuff for 2 months & ran away when he started losing interest. I didn't have a phone, car, or friends then. Ex & I got back together, but the lies were killing me. I kept lashing out bc of the pain, but I couldn't be honest & put him in danger. Finally, after fighting 9 months & him dumping/hating me, I told him the truth. Friday will be 4 years since the first rape. He & I are bffs now, I still love him, & he doesn't want me at all. It hurts. This is a story of true love.

im a fourteen year old girl who got drunck and made out with my girl cousin but im not a lesbian i feel so ashamed of myself

I was on a persons computer and got into her emails and deleted a bunch of them because she is trying to hire someone else behind my back. She had been telling me that she might put her son in daycare that i have watching. I found out that she wasn't happy with me anymore but she didn't bother to tell me to my face and i was browsing the internet on a classified ad site and saw an ad that turned out to be hers. So I found the website where she posted it and sent a response to delete her account so know one could send her any messages or could work for her. And I shut down her email too.

Finally found someone that I think I could love fully. All I want is a chance for that love to take hold.

My older brother molested me when I was only five or six. Our parents weren't home. I didn't remember until my freshman year of high school...after my bf and I kissed open-mouthed for the first time. I got so sick I went and threw up. I forgave him, I couldn't help but to, but I still question about what kind of person he really is.