I'd rather be anyone but myself. I'm pretty, I know I am. People tell me so. I have an amazing boyfriend, but he's so disturbingly... Well, broken. My mother is co-dependant, and I hate it. My father doesn't particular care most of the time, and my best friend ignores me most of the time. I have animals which never seem to like me. I'm constantly changing my look because whenever something starts to associate with me, I can't stand it. I have therapy, but I can't really talk about anything during it. I want to tear myself apart.

My boyfriend admitted that he's committed bestiality, more than once, and has fantasies over having sex with a certain animal still now. I don't feel disgusted by this, as I'm sexual attracted to cats. I know he would never have hurt any of the animals, and would have made it enjoyable for them also. I'm sure I want to stay with him, but I'm not sure if I should stop him from fulfilling his fantasy or not. One of the only reasons I'm against this, other than finding it strange, is that I think it would be unfaithful. I know that in our society this kind of thing is wrong, but I don't particularly mind. Does anyone have any advice?

I'm in love with my good friends brother. I sleep over at her house sometimes. She doesnt know that we kissed when she went to bed early last weekend. I dont think he feels the same way and it kills me.

I am Gaurav from India working in a private company from last 10+ years. In these I started smoking, drinking etc. and I h to pay Rs. 2,00,000.00 (INR) to my company. My parents and wife dnt know about that. when they know thy cant hndl this. Now I am going to change my job before lvng my old company thy'll ask for ther money. Some time I think to cmt sucide. In my new job I see a good future. I h only 4 days to lv my old job and to join new job. These days I am felng very dprsd. I dnt know what to do. Please help me. I want to live.

I am intensely excited by women's bare feet. I look at pictures of feet on the internet. Whenever I see a barefoot girl my heart races. For example, when they go past with their feet out the passenger window. I once found a very sexy clear high-heel on the side of the road and I licked it.. My dream job would be in a shoe store where I get to be near their feet all day. I am a popular, good looking guy with a disgusting attraction. Is it really so wrong?

I feel as though I am going through some kind of late self-discovery and I am totally alone. It makes me depressed to think that I am the only one who has yet to find themselves, but I have so few friends and the ones I do have all seem to be very happy with themselves. My biggest issues right now revolve around that loneliness and what I am coming to find within myself. For the past few months I have begun piecing together parts of my personality that always seemed a bit odd and I have come to the conclusion that I am most likely androgynous, if not transgendered. I still present as female because I don't have the means to start a change and I am afraid that if I come out about this my friends will find me weird-- especially since I am certain I am bisexual with a preference for men (which, if I become a transman, would make me mostly gay). I worry I won't find love or support in my future, and it is holding me back.

Everyday I follow the same routine. Eat breakfast, puke. Eat lunch, puke. Eat dinner, puke. Regardless of what I put in my mouth, it comes back up. This has become a serious problem, and with two years under my belt, I can feel the effects on my body. I know I am sick and I feel as if I deperatley need help. But at the same time, I would be devestated if anyone found out, because as scared as I am... it makes me feel so powerful. This is the only life i know now, but can I keep doing this forever? - bemused bulimic.

i grew up in the city, but when i went to visit my father who lives in the total about 2 hours away from my hometown, i met my boyfriend. he was having a good time and i thought he was a fun person. not long after i decided to stay with my father for a summer so i could be with him. he convinced me to stay for my senior year and graduate with a class of 43! soon, things changed. he really is a good person but hes always stressed out, hes so hard to get along with sometimes, thinks hes always right and we have had serious problems. now, i find myself regretting my decision every single day of my life. i look online at all the pictures of my friends that i left behind having fun and living my old life. he has no idea how depressed i am and that i secretly hate him for making me ruin my life.