When he's sleeping, I love to just lie next to him and watch him breathing. It's amazing how wonderful he is.

In the beginning of the Summer I met K. , a cute, soccer playing, cuddle loving, sweet, gentle, boy. The only minus is, he lives in Ohio, but I know I'll see him again because his sister is my best friend. Mid Summer I met M. , an adorable, fun loving, outgoing, skateboarding, determined, foster child, druggie, who lives right down the road. I thought I was in love with K. , but being with M. everyday is making me question if it's K. or M. that I'm in love with, or either of them at all. M. and I are getting pretty close, I'm not sure if I should give my virginity to him. Other things that need to be considered is, M. might be moving back in with his parents soon, K. might be back to visit in August, K. is 16, Matt is 17, and I am 14. Please be honest with me, and don't insult me for writing this, I just need to know what to do, this obviously wont decide my final decision, but I'm sure it will help make it. Thank you.

My boyfriend of over one year has no idea I've cheated on him 3 times. He also has no idea that if I had the chance to up and move to england right this minute, I would go in a heartbeat, and leave him and everything else I have here.

On my one year anniversary with my boyfriend I went out without him, got drunk, and hooked up with a guy I'd met twice..I can't ever tell him about it.

I let my son peek down my shirt. Sometimes I wear something loose for him to get an eyefull.

Even after she screwed me over and twenty years later, I still love her and she was my best friend.

I've been having awful dreams of murdering my old boyfriend. It isn't even the same dream, it's all different ways that I murder him. The dreams happen 3xs or more a week. I'm afraid of what's causing this. Am I losing my mind? Could the dreams make me really do it? They're so real.

i wish they could see the good things about me the way they do with everyone else. it might make me feel just a bit less worthless.