I married my husband in my late teens. He is a great guy but I have changed. My whole out look on life has changed. I always think about leaving him and finally being the independant woman I now know I could be, but I have kids. I could support them on my own but I don't want to ruin their lives. My husband is totally in love with me (maybe a little too much so) and so the kids think everything is great between us. It has been 12 years now and I feel like my life is already over. I don't know if i should just divorce and my kids will understand later or just suck it up until they are older ( like ten years from now)

I'm stuck. I don't know if I can spend the rest of my life with him or not. I'll never find anyone else kind of thing. I want to travel the world, but I'm to scared to take the first step. What would I do without a job or security? I'm too lazy to do anything with my life. I just want things to be different. I don't want to be in this third world country anymore.

I put myself in this relationship, because I had no where else to go. Now Im living with her, planning a vacation wedding, acting like a real couple... but I dont feel attached to her. No connection.... no love. Im not even turned on to her. I still love another... and I can't have her.

Well i found out that im pregnant a couple of weeks ago and i dont know what to do.i have an appointment to "take care of it" thursday but i dont think i want to its more what my boyfriends parents want then what we want but at the same time im in school and i dont know what Im supposed to do i also dont know if we could raise a child together i mean he's great most of the time but what if we fight to much and i dont know if he'd be a good dad and my mom will kick me out it sucks big time i've done nothing but flip flop with this desicion and i cant help it and i feel like no one understands how i feel and i feel so alone because the decision is all mine and i dont know what to do.......

After years of being on the 'outside', I am finally on the 'inside'. But I still resent it because I know people are only being nice to the money- not ME. If I had walked into that BMW dealership this time last week they would have looked down their noses at me and told me to get lost. Now everyone kisses my ass. ME. Look at ME. Look at who I AM. First you only took me for the brown skin and frizzy hair and treated me like I was less of a person because of it- now you treat me like I am the center of the universe- but it has nothing to do with ME. You're attracted to the money. As if I might carry a cool million in my back pocket and hand it out at anytime. Like NOW I'm a good luck charm- everyone wants to be around me NOW. Oh- here comes lucky lottery girl! Luck nothing- you treated me like crap then without getting to know me. Now I'm everyone's 'best friend'- and you still don't know me. And they said me winning and having millions of dollars would make ME shallow...? Screw you all.

I don't know what is wrong with me. I am a liar and a cheater. I think it all comes down to my lack of self-esteem. I am married to a wonderful man that truly loves me, the problem is that I don't love him, never have. I have cheated on him several times. I had an affair with a man twice my age in 2004 and he found out but forgave me. Last summer I met another man that totally rocked my world. We had an affair & ended it this summer when I found out he was ...

I walk around with a smile on my face but Im hurting inside. I still miss him everyday that goes by. I love him even though I know he don't love me. I tell everybody that Im fallin out of love but the truth is that im fallin more in love. I havent heard from him in some weeks. I love him but i don't have tears no more. Im leaving off to college in fall if i can but im jus running away from my problems. I don't know what to do. I cant finish my work and I feel so depressed!!

I met this guy, almost two years ago. Didnt realize it at the time, but he was amazing, i then grew a slight crush on him. The man from what i've heard is married, and has a kid or two...So im put in a stupid situation. I met him at this card tournament thing and he was judging it. At first he was pretty intimidating, he was super tall and looked sort of mean. i broke then, for fun, kept on giving him big cheesy smiles. He then started talking to me a lot. i'll never forget how he sat right next to me, and started talking to me about school, looked at my class ring, and actually treated me like i was worth something. That day when i left, he asked if i was going to be at the next one, i told him yes, and gave him a high five (which i had been doing to him all day) he said it was a pleasure meeting me and gave me the biggest smile ever...Unfortunately i'm only 18. in a relationship, and hes married...and i havent seen him since. I feel so miserable.