My boyfriend's over in the Middle East now for 15 months. I know it's probably pathetic to rely on someone to make you feel happy, but.. without him I don't feel happy. He's the only one that has ever made me feel important and now he isn't around. I told myself that I'd use this time to do some self-discovering, but I use up most of my time missing him. I'm not going to be unfaithful, nor am I going to end what we have, but I just wish I knew how some of these other Army girlfriends & wives handle this better than I do. A lot of people expect me to just be happy, but I feel as if I have every right to be depressed about this for a little while. I stopped crying, but I still don't feel up to being around people yet. I wish they understood that & would just leave me alone for awhile without getting mad at me.

I have been going out with this guy for over a month now and it's great. But there is the other guy that I just can't get rid of. It's like he needs me in a way I don't want to do anymore. He asks me to do sexual favors and to video chat. The worse part is he goes to my college and I can't get away from him. I wish he would just leave me alone. I have a wonderful boyfriend I don't want to him to bug me anymore. I don't feel it is loyal to my boyfriend.

I met the girl I thought I was going to marry and now she's moving away. I wonder if I'll ever see her again. I think I'm going to miss her a lot. How odd that we post these confessions to a million strangers we'll never see.

sometimes i feel so depressed that i feel like ending my life and sometimes happy. whenever i feel depressed i wanna get drunk on whisky just to get over with this depression but im scared, i rarely drink. i dont even know my direction of life anymore, i dont have any dreams, directions i feel that i need someone to give me a direction. i cant make up my own mind, i watch tv shows and movies and then i kind of live my life by the way of the characters in the movies/tv shows. its like im trying to impersonate them trying to be like them. why cant i just live my own life without trying to be someone else? All i do everyday is wake up, go to school , turn on my computer and sit in front of it for the rest of the day. school is ending this week and my exams are around the corner and honestly speaking i cant get myself to study for my exams, im just too lazy to even open my book. im kind of afraid to think about what my life would be in the future, what kind of life i would have w/o

I've had a crush on this guy for 3 years and my "best friend," started texting him, talking to him, etc.. then this summer she even went out and got a job at the same place he worked at. Now they're going out! She even had the nerve to ask me if it was "okay" if she dated him! What is her deal? Isn't it like Girl Code that you're not supposed to do that!! She used to be a really good friend, now I'm just really confused. Should this be a sign that I should get over this guy and forget about her? Should I forget about the guy and forgive her? Should I forgive her and still like the guy? I don't know what to do! Help!

The tension between us is almost too much to bear... I just want to kiss him most of the time. However, I don't feel like I want him as a boyfriend. In fact, most of what he does and his habits really disgust me. But when we're together, I don't know what it is. I don't want a boyfriend, I just want physical closeness. I don't want sex, just to be held mostly. It's highly frustrating

I'm probably just another unimportant person you've met randomly in your life. However, to me, you're the person I shall never ever forget. I really want you to know that you've changed me. I've matured, and I've grown to care more about others more than myself. You have been so kind to me, and I admit that I've fallen for you. I want to be the one who you depend on. I want to laugh with you when you laugh. When you're happy, I want to be happy with you. When life's hard on you, I want to share your burden. When you're in pain, I want to cry with you. I don't care who you love, or who you'll end up with. You mean everything to me. I love you. I've promised myself that if I haven't let you know of my feelings by the time I turn 20, I will confess to you on my 20th birthday.

for the past few months ive had a massive crush on my boss. we would flirt like mad and brush up against each other whenever the chance presented itself. a few weeks ago, he left for another job and we went out and had some drinks. he totally kissed and groped me in a crowded bar and i am pretty sure an acquaintance of mine saw something, at some point. he took me back to my car and we kissed some more. we're both married. with children. we've been emailing and texting for a few weeks with no mention of that night's events, but i feel like i like him way too much, and his interest in me was mild and occasional so i just decided to stop altogether. then he called me a few days ago. we've been sending flirty texts for a few days. i need to stop. right now. altogether. i wish id never met him. i want to eternal sunshine of the spotless mind him right out of my brain.