I'm still in love with the man I had an affair with 3 years ago. I told my husband, we've been through marriage counseling, and have totally worked through it. I haven't talked to the 'other guy' since it ended, but have thought about him every day, and have cried about him almost every day since. I love my husband, he's the sweetest man I know, and the BEST dad to our daughter, but I'm worried that I'm always going to feel like I'm in a coma without the other guy. I'm worried that my life will ALWAYS feel like half of a life. I'm worried I chose wrong, and it sucks thinking that he might not even think of me at all.

rather than a confessional, this is just a text I can't send but that I want to be read. To ... : You taught me so much. I learned that my idea of the perfect version of you, or any boy for that matter, is unrealistic. I learned that even months after what we had was over you weren’t going to leave my head. As Tyler the creator said, I fucking hate you…. But I love you. You betrayed my trust and completely broke me, but my memories with and of you make me want to just see you again, hangout like we used to, and feel good around you. But I know this can’t happen anytime soon. I wish you the best, and I hope you can support me in the future.

Im a straight woman that has a crazy fetish for womens neck. My ex boyfriend put me on to it and now I'm completely obsessed with it. It started off simple but now it has turned into something completely different than what it is. At first it was just the adams apples and touching and now it has turned into the flexibility of how far the neck turn the farther the better. Its come to the point where I search online to see if there are videos of women doing it, an I find that there isn't alot of fetish videos catering that. Honestly I've only found one thing that shows it. I usually tell my friends everything but they know nothing of this. I don't know if its normal or weird, but I definitely wish more women we're into.

Im a 18 year old straight woman that has a crazy fetish for womens neck. My ex boyfriend put me on to it and now I'm completely obsessed with it. It started off simple but now it has turned into something completely different than what it is. At first it was just the adams apples and touching and now it has turned into the flexibility of how far the neck turn the farther the better. Its come to the point where I search online to see if there are videos of women doing it, an I find that there isn't alot of fetish videos catering that. Honestly I've only found one thing that shows it. I usually tell my friends everything but they know nothing of this. I don't know if its normal or weird, but I definitely wish more women we're into.

I hurt my boyfriend by hanging out with two other guy friends once even though he's told me before he's uncomfortable with it. It has been more than 3 months and he hasn't forgiven me. A part of me still has hope for the relationship, another part wonders if we should break up, another part of me wants to kill myself, though it sounds silly. I'm trying to let go of the problem and give myself forgiveness but I can't. I don't want to let go of him. My anxiety and depression are through the roof every day because of it. Every day I wake up and wonder if today would be the day he'll break up with me. I know he is really sad too. I feel useless and feel that I don't deserve anything. I can't help but miss the happier days. I miss him. He says he wants and is trying to forgive me, but I fear that I may have lost him forever.

My friend seems to always need me for something. Whether it be for emotional support, money, a ride, or just to talk, shes just always so NEEDY. She always tells me how I'm such an amazing friend, and that she wouldnt know what shed do without me, but then I feel guilty for sometimes not enjoying our friendship so much. Am I secretly a bad friend for not really wanting to always be there? I feel so drained and sometimes worry shes unintentionally using me.

I literally hate my best friend. She is so negative and so clingy. She wants to have fun but only her version of fun. She’s so argumentative and I just can’t take it anymore. If I disagree with her she’ll immediately argue and have this know it all tone which she thinks is a joke but she actually is just a blatant cunt. I honestly just want to only be friends with fewer people and my other friends than be friends with her. Should I cut her off? She’d be heart broken because she loves me so much but I just hate the type of person she is. I genuinely cannot stand her personality. She’d have no friends if I cut her off. I feel bad but I don’t know if I can take it anymore. When I talk to her it feels like someone shit a dark void of firey negativity on my head and my whole being.

I am very ashamed of this part of my past, and never shared it with anyone. When I was in my 20-ies, I used to take money for sex from men, in other words I was a prostitute. I did not stand on the street, neither I took drugs or alcohol, but I cannot make friends with this part of my life. Then I became pregnant, but I do not know who the father is of my daughter. Finally i got fed up, moved to another country, got married and had another child. Both of my kids grew up in a loving environment and I have good relationship with them. Still this secret past weights heavily on me. I could not tell my daughter that I don't know who her father is, I told her that it was a guy who I had a short relaship with and he moved far away. I hop I will be able to forgive myself one day. Thank you for reading my story.