Okay... So the latest drama is that I'm sick of being the "go to" guy. She's behind on her rent, I cover it, or get to hear endless rants on how terrible her life is. She blows up her car, I gotta run out to fix it. I just got a bonus at work a week ago and haven't seen a dime of it because I've had to spend it all on her stuff and on the new rent for the new 4br house because she's got three kids. Does this ever end? I don't mind being the nice guy here and there, being the knight in shining armor every so often, but when does all of the good karma start coming back to me? When does she stop TAKING and start GIVING BACK???

My grandma was hospitalized today, one day after i returned from spending 2 weeks with my grandparents, cooking and looking after them. I feel so responsible because i left. And i am so afraid i will not get to see her again. I have no one to tell. I fear they will all worry about my mental state rather than offering me the comforting hug i really need. I wish i could spend every minute praying for her health, and trade those hours for a few more minutes with her.

My boyfriend really hurt me. He cheated on me with a good freind of mine, a man. Last night, I called his 17 year old daughter's job and told them to drug test her. She got fired, and I don't feel one bit of guilt. I want him to hurt as badly as I do, even if it means going through his kids.

I visited my mother for the weekend. Saturday morning, I got up in just my boxers & went to watch TV on the couch & wait for her to get up. Mom, still very groggy comes out of her room in a shirt & panties (her normal sleepwear) complaining of a sore neck, saying she barely slept. I offered to give her a shoulder massage. She just sat on my lap. I started rubbing her shoulders. I could feel her relax into my lap-she was practically asleep. As I massaged her shoulders, her panties started rubbing my penis in my boxers, and I got an erection. I was mortified & tried to hide it, but it sprang out all the same and started rubbing her pussy(thru panties). She didn't seem to notice, as she was practically asleep. A few minutes passed. I knew I had to stop, but I felt my orgasm building. I slid her forward a bit and slipped my erect penis past her underwear halfway into her pussy and came. She jolted awake. Let me make this clear: I'M ASHAMED & DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF! IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN

When I stop thinking, I feel a lot better about certain situations. However, not being able to talk to my boyfriend for the past week is nearly killing me. Thank God for distractions. That's all

I would like to punch the cocksucker, who penned "Love like you have never been hurt". Easier said than done sunshine!

I feel disgusting because I was raped when I was nine and said abuse continued until I was 12. Now I have PTSD and an overall shitty life, actually my life is beautiful I just can't appreciate it. I feel like it's completely my fault, and it probably is.

my boyfriend and i have been together for over a year and a half, i ended up cheating on him with an ex-boyfriend. i'm scared to death to tell him, but i think i have to because last night i hurt myself for the first time in a year. :[