ok-i have had fantasies about this guy who is trying to become a preacher i have stolen little items for my own amusment i have yelled at my son for something small i have tell someone i love him,when i USED to love him now i only care i kick my dogs for jumping on me and my son i have taken GODs name in vain i have lied in the past i have had 3 abortions i have been a hooker i have a uncureable but non-life threating std i laugh at funerals and cry at weddings

i have money issues. not one paycheck has gone into my bank at full amount i am ALWAYS overwithddrawn. I can't handle it anymore. My car payment was due yesterday, i dont think i will be able to pay it for another two weeks. i need to learn to control my spending habits, it's tearing my life apart. =/

Last night he said he was considering breaking up with me. I thought I'd be relieved, instead it feels like if he does I'll have nothing to live for. Sure, I've okay grades and should get into college - but I don't actually want to be anything. No, not atall. Turned out every single wish I had, I based around a future with him. I love him. I'm not ready for it to all have been for nothing. Actually, you know what? The world is bullshit. I got told all this crap about how love is sacrifice. Actually, it turns out to be nothing. All the "I wish I could be there for you"s and how he loved me was obviously bullshit and I gave up enough so afterall I'm just more worthless than I'd thought. I don't know what I'd do if he were to give up on me, actually, I think I do and it worries me. I wish.. there was another way out that seemed easier.

most times i lie to you about having an orgasm from your sex. its not that its not good, its just that i can do it much better myself. or my toy can. you're very good, and big, and it feeels great. but sometimes you just cant get me to the finish line. but i could never tell you that. sometimes i get SO damn jealous of your friends because you care about them more than me. you have no problem ignoring me, because your friends come first. they were never there for you like i was. ive told you all this, and then you've gotten upsetand said you try so hard. so i let it go because i feel bad for upsetting you. but IM STILL MAD AT YOU. you still do the same thing. all. the. time. i may be a brat, but i never do that to you. one day i just want to leave, just to see if you'd care. if you even noticed. but i'd come back... i always do.

I love my old best friend. I know I'm bisexual but what kills me is tht my best friend won't admit it! I know she's something! She told me she liked me and screwed with my head.... We aren't friends anymore but I think it's only because I know something she doesn't want anyone else to know . If things don't work out w/my boyfriend I'm going to ask her out. I love my boyfriend so much but Im to young for forever. I really think you can love to people... I know you can... But this kills me. She said she loved me and i believed her, I said it back. I still do. I want her all to myself, and I've never been so torn even though I've been through soooo much more than your plain jane... The world we live in....

I have become the thing I have so despised in other females, the thing I wrote a term paper AGAINST. I've become a friend with benefits.... I never planned on it being this way. I never planned on sleeping with him, but I did. I did, and now it is so hard to stop. I want to go back, back to before, but I can't. Now I'm stuck in this inbetween place... I can't go back, and we aren't moving foward either. I don't love him. He doesn't love me. Maybe one day we will love each other, but for now we don't. I care about him, he cares about me, but is that enough? I just got back from a two week trip and one night while I was gone we were on the phone. I asked if I was just a piece of ass to him, and his silence was deafening. I stewed for the rest of the trip. I asked him about it tonight, and he gave a better answer. But it basically came out to being, friends with benefits. What have I become? I feel like I should be wearing the scarlet A...

Well i like this one gay guy, i cant get him of my mind. i'm like in love with him and it makes me so sad cuz i wanna be with him so bad but hes gay so i cant, we r friends and all and he already knows i like him but its making me so depresed that i cant be with him. what should i do?

There's a girl at work who I'm friends with & I really like her. When I found out she likes girls I got happy, but she also has a bf. I wanna be her gf, but I don't wanna steal her.