OK, ok, I really like this guy, but I don`t show it enough, at least I think so. I told my mother about him, she`s never seen him, but she doesn`t like him because he is short, my height. So, she is trying to prsuade me it is better to leave the things as they are. This guy is interested too and he is showing it more than I do.It seems he is a bit confused by my behaviour though, so he pretends he wants the whole thing to be gradual.Probably not, I don`t either.Sometimes when I see him sitting close to me in the lecture hall, I just want to grab him, take him by the hand and run away far from the crowd where we could talk....I just feel electricity when he walks into that hall ad I wish I could grab him ,y eah, I know he wants the same, but is a bit afraid, showing he is interested and then trying to hide it. Why don`t you just ask me out???? Is it so frightening??? we could have such a great time together.So, yeah I admit I am totally into him, he is a candy.So D. I am waiting......

I'm 19 going on 20 in almost a month, and I've been single for all that time. Basically I've never had a girlfriend or boyfriend, never been kissed, still a virgin, and it's irksome, but I don't know why. I enjoy being single b/c life's less complicated, but it's like sickening watching others, and on some ocassions it's not. I'm not the type of person to put myself out there, so I really like it when people say something to me first, but that's never happened....

A friend of mine had offered to drive me down on Saturday to see my boyfriend. Needless to say, I was ecstatic. That afternoon, his grandmother passed away, and as I was comforting him, the only thing I could think of was how I was going to get down to see my boyfriend then. I'm sorry about your loss friend, but that isn't going to stop me from visiting my boyfriend.

I'm lost. I feel like my boyfriend doesn't love or care about me anymore. He tells me he does, but we fight every single day and he always believes it's my fault. I cry every night because of the hurtful things he says. I tell him that I'm no longer happy and I feel like he doesn't care or love me. He just gets angry at me. He told me yesterday that I've "desensitized" him. Another way of saying I don't care about you. He is oblivious to the insensitive things he says and never thinks he does anything wrong. He told a few times that he would change, but when nothing happened he told me "things don't happen overnight". We've been together for 2 years and our relationship wasn't always like this. He used to be very sweet, loving, and caring. That leads me to believe that things could get better in our relationship, but I don't know how they can get better when he continues to hurt me and not care when it upsets me. What can I do to make him see the error of his ways?

I found out something about myself, I noticed that I hate to see people who have caused me pain, to feel happiness. And I have Also noticed that when they sucseed in thier happyness, I distroy it. I also find no regret sence the pain they have caused me was much worse than the pain I unleased upon them........ So Alex was it fun to kick me while I was down? I know you didn't regret it then but hopefully you will understand, you had it coming to you.

i got too drunk at a club last night. i peed outside the club because the bathroom line was too long. i fell down the stairs later. then i made out with this guy in front of everyone and then we snuck off and had sex, which i think was unprotected.

OKay I have Written all of these confesions in my book but I want to get one out because I can't stand it anymore! You have caught me chating on you twice, one I think was Karma comming back on you (but I still take total responabilty for my actions) the other was just plain selfesh, I am sorry. But When you asked me to tell you everything I have done to you So You could stop Loving Me and the pain would be over, I lied and told you that was all I did... I kissed 2 other guys But I swear I never went further than a kiss. But I'm So Sorry, and I know if you ever found out You would leave and I know I deserve it. I just want you to know that I'm sorry even though you may never see this. But I have Never, ever stoped loving you. I'm so scared, how could I have done that?

I just started going out with an amazing guy... 3 hours after I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years. It was time to go, we were drifting, and I was getting depressed. I've never been happier, and now my ex is having a shitty life because the girl that he started to feel something for isn't giving him the time of day... the sad thing is that we're still friends and talk, even though I feel no attraction to him. What's worse, is that I really don't feel bad for what's happening to him, because he had no communication skills whatsoever, and that's part of the reason as to why he lost me. If he did get with that girl, honestly I think I'd only warn her. He's not a good guy for a boyfriend... I just made that mistake for longer than I should have. I lost my virginity to him, and now that I'm with this new guy, I'm almost ashamed that I don't have that to give to him even though he says he's okay with it. JS, you deserve your misery. OF, I love you and it's only been 2 weeks.