I made a woman love me. Just so I could break her heart. I am so sorry. I loved her too.

I have the most gorgeous girlfriends. And they're smart and fun to boot. I love them. But when we go out, sometimes I find myself resenting them. I secretly refer to them as the hot girl club. And I'm not a member. Every guy I meet just wants to have sex with one or all of them. But when they get turned down, they start hitting on me. I'm not ugly or fat by any stretch of the imagination. But they're just perfect. I find myself just not believing any male I meet has good intentions towards me. They'll just use me to get to them. Maybe I'm crazy, or maybe it's all true. But I love my friends, and I hate that I get drunk and find myself occasionally gritting my teeth as men drool all over themselves for these girls. I recently hooked up with someone who later confessed one of my friends was "pretty hot". I grinned and agreed. Secretly I wanted to die.

Last night I had sex with my husband's best friend. i'm falling in love with him. How can I leave my husband without hurting him, or at least minimising the pain?

This evening I went on a blind date with some I met online.I met him on sunday and after a few messages I agreed to go out with him.I still can`t belive I did it.Fortunately he wasn`t a maniac, he didnt lie on the internet, he is about my age as he said and evrything else was fine.I am not sure if I really like him though, not looks-wise, there is something strange in his behaviour or maybe I am just making up things.I mean he is an OK guy and I am sure he doesn`t have bad intentions, but this is all weird, maybe because I am so inexperienced and I don`t know men.Maybe I live in dreams. Btw, this was the first time I`ve ever gone on a date, any kind of date.So yeah you get the picture, I`ve never had a boyfriend either(not because i am ugly, I am terribly shy, I just get frozen around men).He wasn`t a random choice,many pervs hav tried to persuade to go out with them, I might be young but I am not dumb.I am 20 and I`ve just realized I know nothing more about life than a 10 year-old.

My life is perfect... Yet I want to die. Because pretending it's perfect is the hardest part of all.

I ate 3 large chocolate chip cookies, a large slice of pizza plus some of my sons, peanut butter and jelly sandwich, pop, large pancake this morning, cereal, bagel +_ snacks - ate too much, spent money I shouldn't have and didn't not work hard enough, also at one point needed some more anger control

I'm in love with my true love and my best friend. And I wish I could have them both, but I'm starting to think getting together with my first love is the wrong decision; that me and my best friend are meant for each other... And I don't know what to do.

Fave and i split up at the start of the year, we have been sleeping together ever since, I still see him as much as i used to and when he comes over it's like it used to be. However as were not together im not really sure whats going on. I mean i think i still love him, and some of the things he says to me and the way he is i wouldn't b suprised if he still loved me in his own little way, however i dont really want to ask him just encase it scares him. He is a very delicate man. He says it's nice to have someone around who cares as much as i do and i think the same. The problem is i feel that if i slept with someone else i would be cheating on him which can sound a bit silly as were nt together anymore. I dont know how he feels it's driving me crazy!