I think I have the lowest self confidence in the world. That's what people tell me. But there is a difference between thinking your ugly and knowing your ugly. I know I'm ugly. I feel too ugly to even have a boyfriend and have kept myself out of relationships because of it. I feel like they deserve someone who is actually pretty. Maybe personality is the most important part of a person, but I know a guy would rather have someone pretty than ugly. I also feel fat all of the time. My friends say that I'm thin and one even commented that they were scared I was going to snap in half. I don't believe them. They have to say these things because they are my friends.

Im a girl. A lot of people have told me that Im the most beautiful person theyve seen. Some say the best morally too. Heres the funny part-I love porn. I look at it in my dorm room at college. The worst part is I think its wrong because it is degrading to women(and men) who are in it. I dont like it whenever there are men in the pictures or videos. Sometimes I dont do it for these reasons-but I usually come back to it. Last night I dreamed of kissing a girl-I really liked it. Ive dated one guy for the past two years (the only person Ive ever had sex with)(even though we are taking a break right now). My parents would die if they knew any of this. Sometimes I dream of being premiscuous for fun although I know i wouldnt ever do it. I dont feel like a bad person though. Just like Im working through some problems and trying to figure out who I am and where Im going-but I dont see the light at the end of the tunnel and it scares the shit out of me. any ideas-thoughts-comments areverywelcome

I jus wanna say thanx to everyone who commented on my confession n gave me advice. I actually found out to day as i went to see a dr that i was diagnosed with Bipolar. You's all help me get the strenght to go n see some one 4 help so thank you once again.

where i go swimming the guys come on to me because of my breasts. one guy told me he wanted to take me home but he couldn't because of his wife. i don't date married guys so i said yes you're right. next time he said he would like to date me but my boyfriend might get mad. i said nothing. he always whispers stuff to me when i see him but i ignore him. i had a hot dream about him last night. i used to be really wild, trying to stay good.

Im in a relationship with a great guy. But its long distance and well, i've been cheating. I feel guilty,i do,but i cant seem to stop. maybe its my own insecurity and fear of being alone? i dont know. Maybe im just a bad person with a bad problem. Im not sure. Am i afraid of commitment?I mean i cant seem to stay with one guy for that long without freaking out and leaving.But i dont wanna leave this guy, i just keep screwing up, and he hasnt got a clue.I havnt slept with anyone behind his back,i just seem to have hot and steamy foreplay sessions with a few choice ppl. I dont know what to do...do i tell him? or do i just try my all best to stop until me and him can be together in person and i wont have to feel so insecure and vulnerable? Its wrong what im doing, i know...especially with someone i claim to love so much. Problem is, i also like to be touched and held in someones arms...i cant do that with him. what do i do?im so confused.:( i seriously feel like a heartless whore.am i one?

When I first started out in the relationship with my current boyfriend, I told him I have only had sex with one man...but I've actually had sex with about 16 men and cheated on him twice. I love him very much and feel bad that I have done these things...but honestly, I don't feel as bad as I know I should feel. I dont plan on cheating on him again in the near future but as for somewhere down the line, I don't know.

My 80 yr old mom asked me to help her find out who stole her Indian money, over 200.000. She suspects 4 family members. After a stroke, the 4 lied to her & conned her out of her $. They not only stole her $, they helped clean her house, & took all of her paperwork, bank books, & insurance policies. She had no proof. I went thru her things with her & found 2 check stubs & 1 receipt from her insurance company. Went to police & were told not enough info. We called the ins. co & were told that one of the 4 family members was her power of attorney & we have to talk to the person to get her ins. policies back. Mom says she never gave POA to anyone. Tried to get hold of the 4 family members & they moved or no responses. No info on new addresses. Elder Protective Servs said not enough info & can't help. Banks were no help w/o proof. The 4 are now harrasing me for helping. I get crank calls, fake mag. & food orders.& they got hold of my SSN...rec. mag insert w/SSN on it. Suggestions?

I am a drug addict, who can not seem to stop using. Even on probation I still need to take the chance of going to jail over one night of fun. I really feel like a failure somtimes. But I have to stay strong I suppose. It sucks that in my state at 17 you are a adult criminally. I did stupid things to get the drugs I needed so bad. I put myself in this position now I;m stuck here.