I met a girl a few years ago online. When we met in person it was magic, and I totally fell for her. We spent a week on a cruise basically just enjoying each other in every way. She went back to the midwest (I'm in CA) and we've maintained communication. I still love her, and for years avoided relationships in the hope that she and I would wind up together. After three years I couldn't wait anymore and got a new g/f who is local and TOTALLY adores me. I can't shake the feelings I had for the first girl though, and she called recently to tell me that she broke up with her b/f in the midwest. Now I wonder what I'd do if she said she wanted to get together - do I keep the new relationship or try for the old one?

I've hurt someone I care about, but don't remember doing it. I hate myself for hurting him. I never want to drink again. I am so truly sorry.

Hi. Im 22 years old and currently engaged. The problem is that recently I think im falling for my boyfriends best friend...which is very unfortunate! Um, I dunno I just feel that when my b/f isn't at home and we are hanging out that he really connects with me and we have a good laugh, but when my b/f is around he can't be the same with me because there's also definite sexual tension going on. This person also happens to be my best friend's brother...so as you can see I have a Bold and the Beautiful type situation going on here!!! Erm.....maybe im just imagining it, but im not the sort of person who thinks lots of guys find me attractive....but I definitely feel some sort of unspoken tension. We have very similar tastes and hobbies (both musicians & love cooking and collecting 'odd' facts) we have the same sense of humour and all those little coincidences that tip you off! You know what I mean. So yeah. Help! Whats *anyones* advise here!?

I love drugs. Acid, cocaine, dope, marjijuana, dxm, mushrooms, methamphetamines, anything. I can't wait to get high.

Ok. So my best friend and I met a boy. My best friend got together with the boy, but they only stayed together for 3 days.That was 3 months ago. Since then, me and the boy have talked alot and spent alot of time together. Last night he asked me to be his girlfriend, and I said yes! I know that my best friend still has one or two feelings left for this boy, but she and he haven't spoken at all since the split 3 month ago. And anyways, they were only together for 3 days!!!! But still, whenever I look at my friend I feel so guilty and horrible. Should I tell her that me and her ex have gotten together? Or should I not untill I know in which direction this relationship is going? I'm so confused. Please help me and tell me what to do!!

My boyfriend and best friend are together more than he and I are. Funny part is that it doesn`t really bother me until I see her. The idea of him being with anyone else is fine, even though he`s cheated. But it`s her. Today a few friends told me they witnessed he and her cuddling. I wasn`t mad at him, but I wanted to gouge out her eyes and take a screwdriver and plunge it between her ribs, jerking it around, then lighting it on fire and shoving it down her throat. I know she would never do anything to hurt me, and that she doesn`t have any romantic feelings for him, but I still blame her for this. I spent all of my fourth-period class today saying 'slut' under my breath whenever she came around. Weirdest part is that she`s still my best friend, and I love her to death. She`s my world. If I lost my best friend, I don`t know what I would do.

I have just recently graduated from a two year college and will be going to a four year college in the fall. Going to college and seeing all of these younger guys is inevitable. There are some that are in their senior year of high school and I am just a horny bandit. I have not acted on that since I am a married woman (faithfully for over six years). There was one in my Calculus II class with whom I have wanted to do things with that would be considered illegal in all 50 states. He is about 17 and he is f****g hot! If I weren't married and he were up for it, I would give him the night of his life. I would s**k his **** until he comes and swallow every last drop. I would do whatever he asked!

Sometimes I feel so alone that I think I could die and no one would notice. I know my mother would - but that's it. Not that I would kill myself or anything, I just feel dead inside at times. I feel no connection with anyone in particular. Most of my friends are in relationships or have children at this point in their lives - I feel betrayed by most people I have known in the past. One person I'm pretty sure would have given me the world is now away from me (he had to relocate). I didn't love him, or maybe I did - doesn't really matter. Sometimes I think causing myself pain would make it all better. And in a way I do - I drink - till I can't feel, or feel too much. However, I wish at times someone would just punch me or stab me or anything just to feel that pain. I don't cry...I haven't in a long time. Part of me feels insane because or these feeling and the rest of me just tells myself to shut up and ignore everything.