i want peace. i crave peace. my parents are overbearing. i barely know one sibling and my other sibling is emotionally volatile and sees me as a primary source of their happiness (overbearing, again). i am pretty sure one brother-in-law hates me; the other brother-in-law is just straight up strange. i am not close with my dad and my step-mom due to years of emotional and psychological abuse (abuse they will vehemently testify having happened). i have recently gained clarity on a very important friendship that i realize is now dwindling and coming to an eventual end. i just, i want to move far away. i want to make a calm home. i want a loving husband, and great kids. i want a bright, loving city to live in, as light as a city can be, anyways. i have so much love to give but the world i am in right now seems to take my heart, put it in its mouth, chew it, and spit it back out in my face. i'm tired.

I did something terribly wrong as a child and I cannot get over this guilt, I am 16 now but it happened when I was nine and with another family member, I want to tell my mom but I don’t want to burden her with that. what should I do? this certain mistake keeps me up at night and I desperately wish I could get rid of this guilt or apologize but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to. please give me advice. It isn’t as horrible or as bad, but it was a horrible deed.

I can't get you out of my head, little white heart, I play pretend I held you in my mind one day, after learning of the games you played And when you woke, in clothes of mine, little white heart, it was divine That morning, as the bacon sizzled, you left with hangover quite grizzled Oh little white heart, I wish you stayed. Did you feel those memories we made? The truth that I have come to fear, was that the highlight of my year? Flashing moments that I find, little white heart, dancing in my mind Why? Perhaps the help, perhaps the memes, perhaps the beauty your face screams Perhaps the wait, little white heart, perhaps it's how we resonate. In what-if tests of circumstance, I pray that rapture gives us chance. Despite the husband, despite the wife, little white heart, you've graced my life Even if our paths won't cross, the only thing I'll count as loss, Is if you never knew how well, little white heart, you made my spirit swell. If you ever want to tear it down and start anew, call

so uhm... ever since before i started drawing, i really wanted to be famous someday and seeing other people in twitter/more social platforms having more recognition than i am is disheartening. so... last months i have a friend, she also got recognized more than i am... i never want to tell her this but in the back of my mind i always thinked that -im still better than her but why has she gotten more recognition than i am? is what ive done not enough?- i tried to calm myself... always. and finally that thinking stopped until one of my friends again has claimed more recognition than i am... idk what to do, idk why but i just want to be found... at the same time i wanted to disappear. i just want my hard work to be... recognized. -midnight

I feel funny. Terrified to might be COVID. I’m with my dad. He’s 70+. World. Please just let it be something else.

i'm still in love with a guy who just rejected me. i literally hate it so much because he admitted that he likes me but won't date me because he still is unable to get over another girl. this girl was had him on a hook for the past three years and it's so painful for me to watch him get led on by her day after day. i wish he would just feel the same about me because i feel like we're meant to be but he thinks it's too painful for both of us to even try to have a relationship since he's leaving for college soon. so essentially i'm too late. i don't think i'll ever be able to stop thinking about him.

When we met up, and you came up to me, I was taken about by how cute you were since I last saw you! Now I’m being patient and waiting for us to be a couple. I love you more than anything and can’t wait. Your beauty lit up the sky when I saw you!

i hate men so much. the way they treat us is so disgusting and im so tired of it, it makes me not want to live anymore. we're just sexualised or bullied if we're not attractive enough. our whole being is determined by what we can provide to men. im so tired of it. we're shamed for being too sexual and shamed for not being sexual enough. we can shout about feminism for years and nothing but a man comes along and repeats us and is instantly respected and heard. we're bitchy and annoying if we speak up, we need to be obedient and silent, petite and hairless like a child. we're still not respected today and im sick of people telling us to shut up.