From 6th grade to 7th grade, I was sexually abused and molested by my stepfather (he is no longer my stepfather, however both my bio dad and my mom are also abusive) and about 2-3 times, my little sister who was not just molested but raped during this time as well, and I would attempt to -scissor- or touch each other not a lot just mostly looking and poking that was it basically. But then my brother who was like 3 at the time I showed him my vagina in front of his face, idk why, not for any sexual reason with him but I just did. We are no longer being sexually abused by our old stepfather, and haven't done that at all or hinted at it. I don't feel any sexual attraction to either of them. And I looked at things and they said most children who go thru sexually abused especially at a young age experiment with their siblings or have a confused idea on what's normal. Recently I have been feeling really guilty the nights I can't sleep and really wanna kms, so was it natural?? Or am I bad?