I am so in love with my boyfriend. We have been dating for almost 4 years and I truly do care about him and see a future with him for the most part. However, he has had time to himself whereas I never got that (i.e he has slept with more people than I have) because before him I was in another pretty long relationship. I do want to have my own sexual experiences while in college just because I feel like it was be a liberating experience. I really don't want to be invested emotionally with anyone else, but I do want to have sex with other people before settling down forever and that makes me feel so guilty and unworthy. Help!