I’ve been with my boyfriend for about half a year and I’ve only seen him physically five times in person. And the worst thing about the situation is that I’m too desperate to let him go because I feel like I won’t find anyone else and I’m too scared to do it. I also cheated and slept with someone else. I don’t feel bad about it I just wish I wasn’t so scared to say how I feel. Ive been so depressed because I have no one to seek comfort in and it’s killing me.